MISSED IT

I missed a moment. A moment that I could’ve, would’ve, should’ve been there, but I wasn’t . It wouldn’t suck so much if I had’t heard how great that moment was, or quote “you really missed it!" Don’t worry, I know it’s ok, and no one really cares, but I just wish I knew it was going to be a moment I would regret missing. That’s all.

This isn’t my first rodeo. I’ve missed a lot of moments (and made some too). IE: weddings, funerals, graduations, birthdays, plays, parties, gatherings, tournaments, conversations, dedications, you name it. Some missed. Some made. My sadness (at the moment) stems from not being able to make them all. Call it jealously. Call it envy. Call it selfishness.Call it madness. I call it being human.

A human being makes about 35,000 decisions a day. That’s a lot. The odds of me being happy with all my decisions are slim to none. I’m ok with that. Truth is, life isn’t about capturing all the right moments and placing them in a neat little collage on Facebook. (ps. not that I don’t love everybody’s sweet collages, I really do!!)

It’s about enjoying the moments you have in the time you have.

I have had amazing moments. They have come by way of Divine appointment, which is even more ok with me! That takes the burden off myself to get it right.

About the MISSED IT today? ……. I am glad I did, because the disappointment of missing something I wanted has brought me to a place of remembering what I have.

Bless.

Momma Bear